Tuesday, April 22, 2025

poem

 Pecking My Own Reflection

I promise when I die

I’ll linger, nearby,

For a few moments

As long as I can 

So you’re not alone

When you’re finally all alone.

Somehow I’ll find a way

To let you know I’m there—

The dog will bark

At a ghost on the porch,

A door will slam 

Without the wind, 

Your phone will ring

But no one answers.

That strange bird will start pecking

His own reflection again in the back window.

Whatever it is, we’ll agree 

That it’s me,

Some last expiring 

Essence of me

Letting you know

I’ve arrived

And everything’s fine. 

But that will be it.

Last acts are singular and necessarily brief.

The next time your phone

Rings there will be an actual voice

Offering soft condolences. 

The next door that slams

Will be from the force of your own grief. 

But for five minutes or two minutes

Or 30 seconds or three

Whatever you hear

When I’ve finally passed

Will be the last of me. 

The rest is necessary silence.

Those are the rules, I’m sorry to say.

You'll have to imagine me on the other side

Listening for the sound you make

When you arrive.


4/22/25

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