Sunday, September 20, 2026

poem

 God Complex

My glutes are nobody’s business

I’m everything I purport to hate

Trees are not property. Nor the stone nor the

The rushing winds.

Look you’re a man now

And I haven’t finished 

Telling you everything I know.

Only one tree is left

The others have been evicted

Absence pending appeal. 

When you come back here

Someday you’ll find

I never stopped trying.

In a way we’re all biding our time

Waiting for the great technological breakthrough

That obviates the necessity of our own lives.

In my dream home the staircases

Are all spirals. Straight up, straight down

Curving round and round 

Until I’m just where I started 

Only higher or lower.

When the pilot light goes out

You can either call a professional

Or get down on your belly 

In the haunted musty basement 

And ignite it yourself.

The theme for Christmas this year

Is the O. Henry story 

Where I suddenly become very lazy 

In order to spend more time with you

While, unbeknownst to me, you 

Take on a second job in order to afford

To take the certifying exam 

That, if passed, will allow you 

To come to the hospital and work

As my personal surgical assistant.  

To salvage the holiday season, 

I give up alcohol in order

To be on my best behavior

While you agree to laugh at all

My mean-spirited, unfunny jokes. 

That woman will never be enough!

Says the woman who will never

Be entirely satisfied herself.

One teaspoon of total protein

Three pinches of the salt

That dries on the crook of your neck 

After you’ve been working out.

On the down low I have been

Lifting some weights myself

Focusing on biceps and pecs

So I can overhear some kid say

Hey, he looks pretty good

For an old guy.

After hours of deep critical thinking

I have decided to save only the photographs 

Of me taken in black and white.

If I start with geology

And then move on to higher maths 

(While sprinkling in St Ambrose of Milan

With a spritz of Julian of Norwich)

I will have become the most interesting 

Grandpa no one listens to, of all time. 

I would have liked to have changed the world

For the good but

Nobody ever asked me that.

I would have said— just give me that chance!

Like a prodigal son whose

Father now suffers from dementia.

Then I could prove that failure 

Is also a great redeemer.

Yessir, I take full responsibility

For everything that has happened 

Lay your sins upon me 

All is forgiven


9/20/26

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